Something at Pmc

Penang suppose to be one of my comfort area. I was scared at first thinking that I'll become too comfortable and end up doing all the routine lepak things i had in penang. But luckily, it turned out to be more interesting. i feel the separation between life at home and pmc. I like it like that because i can get the study-student-away from home kind of feeling.

Now i know how does it feel when u become the minority, just four of us here coming from kmb (boys)..we went everywhere together..just four of us most of the time. Its funny because sometimes we started to feel that we are too "power rangers" like. Somehow, i still think that its challenging because we have to study each other very well. Of course u don't want to have issues with one of them because they are all u got. It'll spoil the atmosphere if i did. Learned that and doing good so far.

Its a cliche that "if u lost something, you'll realize how important they were to you".
I mean, i haven't lost my friends literally but when they are far away from me,I started to realize how valuable those buddies were. They are priceless!


P/s: Kepada sahabat-sahabat, jangan perasan terlebih plak aku ckp camtu. hehe, Regards.

Prejudice

I am agitated to this term above since it describes perfectly the kind of human behavior which i hate most. For me, this is the main cause of racism, conflicts, and many huge fights that happen between us, the civilized human species.
Let me give you a situation. Did u play games at Garena? If u did, then it'll be easier for u to imagine the situation. In garena, gamers can chat to each other in a chat room, so much similar to the one they had in mirc channel.

But the different is, they are hell lot more racist in Garena, no need to blame anyone and as time goes by, this conflict become more and more terrible. Actually, if u think using the brain u had on your head (unless if u were born without it), there's nothing much to argue between two anonymous person because there are no issues, but those people out there, always do so especially when they know that the other person come from a different race. Sometimes, they'll accuse others with many bad accusation such as 'noob' 'hackers' 'lagger' (these are the jargon in garena) So beware, if u want to play in Garena, make sure u use a name that didnt show your race. Unlike me, my ID is ikan_berenang. lol

Without knowing how the person looks like, his behaviour, background, they tend to generalized people and think prejudice of the people on the other side. Maybe because he is malay, then he must be lazy and rude, or maybe because he is chinese, then he is a cheater. Thats generalization and preconception. Besides, the arguement was so childish, but based on sensitive issues. Maybe if we let this happen, in 10 to 20 years time, it can trigger the same dark,cold blooded accident we had on 13th may?We erased that already right?

"whats there to argue for?u want the best for your family, your life, or maybe your race, are those dirty words gonna help it"

So, the point I want to stand for today is, dont simply judge people like that because if both side think prejudice of each other, how can we live in harmony?This is applicable to many situations in fact. If I see a male teenager riding an EX5 with his friends at 3am, I would think that he cant be trusted. Worst if he had a girl at the back of the seat. But maybe i was wrong, he can be a decent guy rushing to a nearby hospital for emergency with his sick mom and accompanied by his brothers =) Tell me yours?

U can get your lessons everywhere dont u think so?

Seorang Hamba Secalit Nota

engkau....seorang hamba
kepada Maha Kuasa kau berkata, lazimnya..
golongan yang tidak pernah mendalami erti sebenar..

tidak berguna, jika ia tidak memberi makna..

tetapi, kau hamba sejati!!
kepada tembakau berapi..
tak boleh hidup kalau tak kena sehari..

fuhhhh..enaknya..
patuh dan akur kepada pengaruhnya..

kau juga hamba abadi!!
kepada insan bergelar wanita
segala yang kaulakukan, sedikit sebanyak..
bertakhta tujuan nyata..kau inginkan mereka..

ohhhh malunya..
patuh dan akur kepada pengaruhnya..

kau juga hamba setia!!
kepada dunia dan isi kandungannya..
kau inginkan harta dan kuasa..
atau yang seerti dengannya, tetapi berlainan istilah kata..
tindak-tanduk kau, berpaksi kan ia sebagai tujuan utama..
melebihi segala-galanya..

kau juga hamba mithali!!
kepada diri sendiri..
ahhh!!pedulikan orang lain..
kau yang penting..kau yang penting..

betapa hodohnya..
patuh dan akur kepada pengaruhnya..

kau hamba yang hina!!
kepada ketakutan dan kelemahan..
kau lemah..kau takut..
kau tidak mampu, mereka gagah..
kau tidak yakin, mereka perkasa..

Bacul..
patuh dan akur kepada pengaruhnya..

dan kau..hamba mereka..
tanpa kata,tetapi erti dan makna yang nyata..
tidak perlu kau memahami untuk melakukannya..

engkau hamba..

Sayonara MARA College Banting

Hope its not too late for me to wish this to my love, Ms MCB

Dear Ms,

it seems like yesterday when i greeted u and checked in with my roomates..

seeing all those energetic young faces..

talking, praising, gossiping, acting, boosting their 17 or 18 years old lessons..

there were ups and downs..

joy and sorrow..

sometimes an achiever or hardly a winner..

sometimes a loser neither a failure..

after all its all about how much had i take as something, rather than have it all forever as nothing..

and finally, it is the time when we say goodbye,

"Goodbyes are not forever.
Goodbyes are not the end.
They simply mean I'll miss you
Until we meet again!"

Berkarat..

Wah wah..rasa pelik + ganjil + menyampah bila aku tengok blog mamat sorang ni. Hangat-hangat tahi israel. Zaman beredar, individu yang lambat dan lembab, ketinggalan la jawabnya. Orang dah sambut tahun 2009 berabad lama, dia punya post masih 2008. Cakap updated.

Bukan taknak update katanya, "its about priority, time management, interest, internet avaibility" dan macam-macam lagi alasan dia. Malas aku nak dengar.

Haa, kena sound skali dengan beberapa bloggers veteran. Diorang cakap blog mamat ni, bersawang. Pehhh, pedas tu. Terima kasih pada sanza. Menyampah punya pasal, aku bukak blog dia. Tengok profile macam kenal. Tengok muka dia, kacak juga orangnya. Tengok nama, sehhhh...Aku rupanya..

Apa-apahal pon, sebab dah tahun 2009, umur dah nak masuk 20, 20???? besar tu..kalau dulu masa kecik, aku tengok orang yang berumur 20 ni macam bapak orang. Macho dan matured, tapi tengok cermin, tengok kawan-kawan, betul ke diorang ni dah masuk 20?

Apa-apa ajelah.

Tahun baru ni banyak juga perubahan, yang bujang dah kahwin, yang kecil dah besar, yang kurus dah gemuk, yang rendah dah tinggi, yang single dah in relationship, tapi Aku?

Aku macam biasa...........

Relax la bro, lepak dulu, jom la minum kat mamak. Hidup kena enjoy, ape barang tension-tension, kita muda lagi, banyak lagi masa nak seronok. Ko kena tengok contoh orang luar, baru open sket minda tu. Tengok mat salleh, hidup macam tak boleh mati, enjoy gila.

Ha, hidup kena enjoy. Jom a minum kat starbucks plak. Dengar cerita, kopi dia sedap. Tak pon jom makan maggi, berus gigi pakai colgate. Kena banyak belanja, baru ekonomi membangun. Supaya banyak peruntukan untuk buat perkara-perkara berfaedah, untuk saudara-saudara kita jugak.

Hidup kena enjoy. Jom la lepak lagi tengok bola. Tak pun bosan-bosan main game. Sembang-sembang kosong ke, gosip-gosip, gelak-gelak. Buang la masa sket, asyik study je, bosan. Masa kita banyak, negara kita aman.

Enjoy!!

ENJOY!!!

ENJOY!!!!!

Enjoy la korang............................al-fatihah.

Aiseh..Balik Kolej daaa..

Coretan Pasar..

"Esok aku akan kembali ke tempat bekerja ku (the best way to describe my college)..
Berat mata melihat,berat lagi bahu memikul..
Punya la malas kaki ini nak melangkah..naik bus lama,bawak beg usang..
nak packing..masyaallh..leceh maa..
Semangat raya tak abis lagi..kena tukar mood study plak.
haiyoo.."


"Bukan nak pandang negative kat kolej sendiri tapi serius aku rasa macam tu..
PUNYALAH MALAS...
Kenapa pon aku tak tahu.."

"Baik aku tak payah sebut pasal mende2 yang perlu disiapkan..ee n etc..
Bohsan..
Pastu nak menghadapi konflik-konflik budak-budak pandai ni..
Bohsan.."

"MAybe sebab takde mende menarik kot..maklumlah..tempat study..
Lu nak berhibur gi tempat lain la.."

"Pe pulak,kat KMB ade pe sports karnival..
Best tuu,,bleh main-main, keluarkan peluh..
Rapatkan silaturrahim..
Hiburan gak tuh.."

"ala, karnival pebendanye..
Budak-budak die bukan semangat pon..
turun malas..
support jangan harap la..
Semangat kesukanan atas kertas..
Kalo tak melibatkan placement and marks..
buang masa je pegi.."

"tapi bukan semua macam tu..
ada gak yang semangat.."

"yela tu..tengok macam aku..
tiap-tiap petang ibadah..
tido beb.."

"ha'a..nak main bukan meriah pon.."

"takkan semua menda bosan..
abis camne ko boleh hidup kat sana?"

"ada membe-membe..
tu yang lebih menarik dari menda-menda lain.."

"Mungkin..mungkin itu la yang boleh buat dorongan untuk aku
pergi sana..
selain untuk mengejar cita-cita ku.."

p/s: looking forward to see u my friends..welcome back :)

The Missing Chances

"I Lost the Cornetto"

18 years of living would not be long enough to teach me the meaning of life..but maybe it is just enough to make me realize about how cruel the life is.

Day to day, i am thinking about the chances that i had missed in every part of my life. Just now, my friend asked me to have supper with him but I refused. On the way back home, he got an ice cream from my other friend. Probably, if I strained my legs and went to supper with him, I might get an ice cream too and I can smile happily for the whole night. what a waste!

Maybe that example is too simple and you cant see the main objective of me writing this post. But try to think about something that u had missed, something bigger, more significant and can bring a lot of disappointment by loosing it.

"We Lose it"

For KMBian, maybe u do realize that we already passed the chance of pursuing our study in one of the most famous, high prestige and reliable university in the world. We had the chance once. Maybe some of u do not want to be there, but just imagine. U had the opportunities and it gone as the wind blows. Only some of us manage to hold the chance, still.

How about the chance of having someone that u like and the chance is vanished. Maybe u spoiled it or someone else had took it away from you. Or maybe both of u were separated by the situation. But still. Before that, the chances were already in your hand.

Many of us realize that we lose the chances when we grow older. SPM is one of the best example where we were separated to a different way of life. Some are taking engineering, account, law, or teaching. And worst, some are doing nothing because of the opportunities they had lost. Only one little spot in your life, altered everything.

The chances were gone because of the decision that we made. We choose not to study hard and lose the chance of pursuing study to the place we want. We took the decision of remain still and did not approach her to spur out our feelings and again, we lose the chance.

"There's no undo"

Trust me, we will regret in the future if we failed it. I am regretting about many things in my life and none of them can be rewind. And I cant afford to lose more. So, right now, I am trying as best as I can to appreciate the chances that were given, so that there will be no more regret in the future. It is worth fighting for.

The best is yet to come..grab it and handle it well..